Venus in Fur
Venus in Fur | Sarah Lawrence College
Maybe when Derrida speaks of shame he really means fear. Maybe he was ashamed to admit he was afraid of his cat. What might Biscuit have made of my nakedness? She must have recognized it as being different from the state in which she usually saw me, covered in soft, warm fabrics that were so pleasant to sit on—she especially sought out my lap when I was wearing my flannel bathrobe—and that bore my scent along with the odors of coffee, garlic and olive oil, tea tree oil chewing sticks, motor oil and grass cuttings, laundry detergent, and household cleaners. What would she make of that, a canned stew of humans shrieking through the darkness beneath the earth?
She has also made appearances in TV ads and music videos, posed nude in Playboy magazine, appeared in the horror film The Scorned , and competed successfully in celebrity poker tournaments. Sullen about the impending need to pay back her student loans as her graduation neared in , Cannatella heard a radio ad for a show called Lost in the U. The show was axed during the auditions, and she was invited to audition for Bunim-Murray's twelfth season of the long-running reality show The Real World , which was set in Las Vegas and would later air in She accepted, but perceived the questions she was asked during the audition process to be part of an attempt by the producers to cast her as the stereotypical racist and homophobic southern cast member, and later, in light of the questions they asked about her religion, as the "holy roller". Cannatella was selected as a cast member.
It was so exciting, it was great. It was so hard to keep my mouth shut," the reality star began. The personal hardship conjured up something she had never felt before. The circumstances of the miscarriage left her feeling devastatingly empty.